Sunday, April 5, 2009

The Aimless Cockroach

Boy oh boy soo much work to do...... Too bad for me I cant actually get to doing the work >< Like Manwyn said "sometimes you gotta know your way on when to do and when not to" :P

Life is sooo pointless this year... Its like there's nothing to do for a reason. No reason to go to school, no reason to do homework, no reason to carry out your responsibilities... Only thing to do is like basketball and weight lifting. Thats like the only thing i look forward to doing... Everything else is just like a blur.. Its like ure just travelling, going on in this coma state.. "why go on? why continue?" No im not suicidal :P Im just aimless :P Whats the purpose of doing things really... Last year was different... I felt more apart of something, but the same people I shared that with, well I dont have much to talk about to talk to those people anymore.... either we dont exactly do the same things or we just have nothing to share with each other.

Well as Garry, Serene and probably Tim would put it, you're blessed with good friends at least. Yeah thats true. And Wern Xin would say believe in positive things, dont attract negative thoughts lol. Yeah I guess we are truly blessed with good friends, every single one of them. Those shining beacons in your life, guiding you every step of the way, waiting to catch you when u fall. Hopefully these shining beacons can guide me out of this darkness. Good night :)

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